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hat I hate。〃
Kahlan smiled sadly as she folded her legs under her。 〃Richard； as you e to understand what I am； I hope you can remember it's the same with me。 I； too； have no choice。 But with me； it's worse； because I was born with my power。 At least when this is all done； you can give the sword back if you want。 I am a Confessor 。for as long as I live。〃 She paused； then added； 〃Since I have e to know you； I would pay any price to be able to give it up； and just be a normal woman。〃
Richard didn't know what to do with his hands； so he picked up a stick and started drawing lines in the dirt。 〃I still don't understand； why are you called ‘Confessors'？ What does ‘Confessor' mean？〃 He was 。able to look up at her only with great difficulty。
Kahlan took on an expression of pain that made him feel sorry for her。 〃It is what we do。 We are the final arbiters of truth。 It is the reason the wizards gave us the power； back in times long forgotten。 It is how we serve the people。〃
〃Final arbiter of truth；〃 he repeated with a frown。 〃Something like a Seeker。〃
She nodded。 〃Seekers and Confessors are linked in purpose。 In a way； we are the opposite ends of the same magic。 The wizards of long ago were almost like rulers； and they became frustrated by the corruption about them。 They hated the lies and deception。 They wanted a way to prevent corrupt leaders from using their power to deceive and subvert the people。 You see； these unscrupulous leaders would simply accuse their political enemies of a crime； and have them executed for it； at once dishonoring them and eliminating them。
〃The wizards wanted a way to put a stop to this。 They needed a way that left no room for doubt。 So they created a magic； and gave it a life of its own。 They created the Confessors from a select group of women。 They picked the women carefully； because once brought to life in these women； the power had a life of its own； and would pass to their offspring…forever。〃 She looked down at the stick； idly watching him draw lines。 〃We use our power to find the truth； when the truth is important enough。 Mostly； now； it is used to make sure a person sentenced to death is really guilty。 When a person is condemned to death； we touch them； and then； once。 they are ours； we have them confess。〃
Richard found himself leaning over； the stick frozen in place。 He forced himself to move it as she went on。
〃Once touched； even the most vile of murderers will do as we mand； and will confess his crimes。 Occasionally； the courts are not sure they have the _ right man； and so a Confessor is called in to find the truth。 In most lands； the law states that none can be put to death without first giving a confession； so all can be sure they are putting the right man to death； and not letting the guilty escape； and that it's not an act of political revenge。
〃Some peoples of the Midlands won't use a Confessor； the Mud People； for example。 They don't want what they see as outside interference。 But they still fear us； because they know what we can do。 We respect the wishes of these people； there is no law forcing them to use our services。 But still； we would force it on them if we suspected there was deception involved。 Most lands； though； do use us。 They find it expedient。
〃The Confessors were the ones who first uncovered the plotting and subversion taking place on behalf of Darken Rahl。 Discovering important truths； such as this； is the very reason wizards created Confessors； and Seekers； in the first place。 Darken Rahl was not happy we discovered his scheming。
〃In rare cases； someone who is to be put…to death without the use of a Confessor will call for a Confessor to be brought in； so that he may give a true confession； and thus prove his innocence。 In all of the Midlands； this is the right of the condemned。〃
Her voice became softer； weaker。 〃I hate that the most。 No one who is guilty would call for a Confessor； it would only prove them to be guilty。 Even before I touch these men； I know they are innocent； but I must do it anyway。 If you ever saw the look in their eyes when I touch them 。 。 。 you would understand。 So when we are called； and even though these men are innocent； they are left 。 。 。〃
Richard swallowed。 〃How many confessions have you 。 。 。 taken。〃
She shook her head slowly。 〃Too many to count。 I have spent half my life in prisons and dungeons； with the most vicious and loathsome animals you could imagine； yet most look to be nothing more than a kindly shopkeeper； or brother； or father； or neighbor。 After I touch them； I have heard them all tell me the things they have done。 For a long time； in the beginning； it gave me such nightmares I feared sleeping。 The stories of the things they had done 。 。 。 you can't even imagine 。 。 。〃
Richard tossed the stick aside and took her hand in his； squeezing it tightly。 She was starting to cry。 〃Kahlan； you don't； have to 。 。 。
〃I remember the first man I killed。〃 Her lip quivered。 〃I still have dreams about him。 He confessed to me the things he had done to his neighbor's three daughters 。 。 。 the oldest was only five 。 。 。 he looked up at me with wide eyes after he。 told me the most ghastly things you could imagine 。 。 。 and he said； ‘What is your wish； my mistress' 。 。 。 and without thinking； I said； ‘My wish is for you to die。' 〃 She wiped some。 of the tears off her cheek with trembling fingers。 〃He dropped dead on the spot。〃 〃What did the people there say？〃
〃What would they dare to say to a Confessor who has just made a man drop dead in front of their eyes simply by her mand？ They all just backed up and got out of our way when we left。 It is not something every Confessor can do。 It even scared my wizard speechless。〃
Richard frowned。 〃Your wizard？〃
She nodded as she finished wiping the tears away。 〃Wizards see it as their duty to protect us； as we are universally feared and hated。 Confessors almost always travel with the protection of a wizard。 One is 。 。 。 well； one was； assigned to each of us when we were called to take a confession。 Rahl managed to separate us from our wizards； and now they are dead too。 Except Zedd； and Giller。〃
Richard picked up the rabbit。 It was getting cold。 He cut off another piece and handed it to her； then tore off a piece for himself。 〃Why would the Confessors be feared and hated？〃
〃The relatives and friends of the man to be executed hate us because they often don't believe their loved one would do the things they confess to。 They would rather believe we somehow trick them in to confessing。〃 She picked at the meat； pulling off little pieces and chewing。 them slowly。 〃I have found that people do not often want to believe the truth。 It is of little value to them。 Some have tried to kill me。 This is one of the reasons a wizard was always with us； to protect us until our power is recovered。〃
Richard swallowed his mouthful。 〃That doesn't sound like enough reason to me。〃
〃It is more than simply what we do。 This must all sound very strange to someone who has not lived with it。 The ways of the Midlands； of magic； must seem very odd to you。〃
Odd was not the right word； he thought。 Frightening was more like it。
〃Confessors are independent； people resent that。 Men resent that none of them can rule us； or even tell us what to do。 Women resent that we do not live the kind of life they do； that we do not live in the traditional role of women； we do not take care of a man； or submit to one。 We are seen as privileged。 Our hair is long； a symbol of our authority； they are made to keep their hair short； as a sign of submission to their man and every other per… son of higher status than they。 It may seem a small matter to you； but to our people； no matter having to do with power is small。 A woman who allows her hair to grow beyond the length appropriate to her status is forced to forfeit some of that status in punishment。 In the Midlands； long hair on a woman is a sign of authority； bordering on defiance。 It is a sign that we have the power to do as we wish； and that none may mand us； that we are a threat to all。 Much as your sword tells people the same thing。 No Confessor would w